This album is an introspective and deeply emotional follow-up to peejmudd’s 2021 release, "when you find my body, call me by my name". It reflects on the enduring impact of mental and physical struggles, blending layers of strings, textured ambience, field recordings, and dark piano. The tracks range from vibrant, drum-driven pieces featuring Sasà de Seta’s dynamic percussion to slower, beat-less compositions that evoke deep reflection. The lead single, “this day is ours,” highlights a collaboration with fellow post-rock artist They Danced Like Programmed Angels, delivering cinematic crescendos while maintaining accessibility. This album invites listeners to daydream, reminisce, and embrace its raw emotion.